Monday, March 29, 2010

Its time to realize …its time to move on….

Somewhere I read that physically we are human being, but mentally we are incomplete. Given that we have this physical human form, we must safeguard our mental capacity for judgment. For that, we cannot take out insurance; the insurance company is within: a clear realization. Finally, a few realizations about myself …:)

•I always wanted to be somebody, but now I realize I should have been more specific.
•I feel passionate about everything which is in my comfort zone. I look at everything, everything which i’ve got going on in my life…everything from work to home, from my activities to my passion, from e-chat to e-fight and I don’t know which of these really gives me value, which ones i love to do, which of these are in line with my 2-3 most important things.
•I always struggle to concentrate on one thing and i often get deviate by many things just like a child.
•For me the relationship between commitment and doubt is by no means an antagonistic one.
•I believe that things or people make me unhappy, but this is not accurate. In reality i make myself unhappy.
•I shouldn’t be afraid of the space between my dreams and reality. If i can dream it, i can make it so.

No wonder I am smiling right now but really its time to move forward with strong and active faith.Because you should have power over your mind - not outside events.Isn't it?

12 comments:

Sandipan Chattopadhyay said...

Now, this has been the blogger's personal realisation and I find it difficult to comment on it. The core realisation that came about, is, its time to move on...now, I think she has been a little docile for a longer period of time and now, when she is out in the world, the real one, the reality has shaken the cornerstone of her mind and made her realise several truth in life. I, myself personally felt them long back, but, she came up with these thoughts now!! Better late than never!!

But I am not truly getting her realization on relationship. I think, commitment is a lack of opportunity to become infidel. If someone is very committed he or she has to be doubtful and vice versa. I think blogger will throw some more light on this issue in the following blogs...good one, keep blogging..

shreya said...

@Sandy:Glad to see your comment.Actually so far i feel that commitment is healthiest when it's not without doubt but in spite of doubt......

Nanda said...

What can I say now? You took too many decisions on your own.... Now that You have explored some of the past realities, you might not feel sorry.. all these have given you the experiences to structure new dream...

One thing which gives me pain is your obsession with e-world (though my hands are not clean, but I always found it causing more bad than good)...

Feel embarrassed to know about your views on relationship and people.. there are some basic realities in this world.. Yah, some people live for others, but their numbers are very few... Hope you got/get one such ...

shreya said...

@NDD:Dude,thanks!
still i believe in myself and i love to take decision on my own.
Don't u think that the obsession is obvious for me with e-world...:)
Lastly,don't feel ashamed dude ....okay i will try for that ..:P

mostly harmless said...

This brought a slight smile to my face :)

shreya said...

@Sid:Expected ....:)Thanks dear!!

Unknown said...

dee.......i never imagined in my wildest dreams tht u can be so philosophical n serious....and what u hv written is quite true.....but still then i always like u as a happy, cheerful n no-tension person......stay in touch

shreya said...

@sunil:Hahaha!!
Dear i am so glad to find your comment.Thank u....:)

Unknown said...

Ha ha…i really wonder abt insuring our minds...its true that one should have power over one's mind .we all want a perfect ending…but chill..it isn't always that way.this is wat is life.wat i hav learnt is that all poems dont rhyme n all stories don have a clear beginning,middle or end.life is not knowing abt wat is going to happen next.at times we do have to live with ambuigity....but one should always try to give best shot to that moment.
i must say that we sud never give up with our dreams coz it provides us with insight into ourselves and a means for self-exploration. as far as relationships are concerned best thing to do is give watever u can but xpect less.sooner or later ul definitely realize how far to be committed...sometimes we sud give up over –interpreting things n live life as it takes u... n yes I truly agree with nanda abt wat she said abt e-world.
Stay cool and happy………

shreya said...

@Neha:Thank u!
Yeah,that's the real fact of life..."all poems don't rhyme n all stories don have a clear beginning,middle or end".
Oh Neha! Nanda is he not she but whatever why did u agree with him?
Don't you think that e world make easy to share our thoughts,feelings...Lets take an example,if i didn't post it in blogger world and at the same time you didn't put your comment here how could i know that a amazing hidden thoughts is there with Neha Gupta??!!....:)

Unknown said...

oooppps ...sorry for mr. nanda..i hope he'l not mind..anyways di don mind..its true that v stay connected so easily vid each other...earlier even i got carried away with this e world n got messed up with few things...its ok..but i cant say how its good being obsessed abt it...

shreya said...

@Neha:Haha!Good for Mr.Nanda.
Okay!Lets talk "how its good being obsessed abt it"....:)